当离开的时候，要用多少时间忘记。

我想起, 第一次遇见你的时候，
想起, 你眼神中的温柔。
想起了, 我们第一次牵手,


我闭上眼。。。

想起, 当时你怀里的颤抖，
几乎那么害怕失去我。

然而都后来。。

我什么都没有，当离开的时候。。。


我想起 ,亲吻的时候，
想起, 你眼神中的沉默。

想起了，我们平静地分手，
想起 当时的承诺，
把你整个心都交给我。

然而，到后来我什么都没有，

( 越是没有，越是心痛 )。。。







但所有的都过了。。今天，现在的我过的很好。。
没必要为谁心痛。。
只为自己。。REMY WONG

HeartSick

seriously Heart Sick....
trying to heal...

smile.....

mY Sick

small small Sick than become BiG BiG SIck...

sore throat...flu la..nose allergy la...feel cold la..cough la...lost energy

thn wat next har???


better sick seriously than can get a MC no need go to work for 3days..

3 mths Internship Training

at last my internship started on this 16 of feb.. it was excited but after 1 week..no more excited and jus boringgggggg...

我终于，明白 开工等lunch time, lunch time 过后等放工。

我每天做的都是非常非常的。。。都不懂。。shred paper, chop, fold paper into broucher, key in data, students' enquires, count bus ticket, letters delivery, office boy, assistant for a clerk....

很多时候。。很快的就把工做完。。但做完了，没工作的时真的好。。。闲。
然后坐下来又不是。站着又不是。。人家还以为你偷懒。问人有没有工。。都没有。。supervisor 还以为我们在偷懒呢。。。真的是。。。

还真不懂。。。这样的3 个月。。如果都是重复回同样的。。我真的。。。不会说了。。
明天，又要7点起身，洗澡，换衣服，吃早餐。。。
8。30上班。。

2009 Chinese New Year v Tan family

2009 Chinese year...alot of ppl asked me are you going back to ur hometown during cny. i answered them NO I'm going to penang instead of sabah..haha...thn some of them said 我是不孝子。。bcz cny is very important festival for chinese..how can u dun even plan to go home.. i wish to go home..but my limited holidays and i had another exam last paper to sat during tat time..so save money lo..just few days nia..

but i did call back during the reunion dinner and chat v my grandmother..told her will accompany her go yam cha eat breakfast being her go hang kai when i'm back...but definetly is maybe few mth later or even worst 1 year lo... i did talk to my family and told them that i wil nt going back for tis cny..so they said ok..jus up to me.anyway they will be here by coming may for vacation..aiyo... jus save some money la... global crisis ma... .they remind me when go to pei see house must buy somethgs as a politness...lol..even though they dun ask i will buy also lo..

cz i am gud guy ma..and also very polite geh...感谢家人把我教的那么有礼貌。。

my cny in penang was great..Eat, Gamble, drink MARTEL, red wine v PeI See family and also some of her relatives from afternoon drink drink drink until mid night...walao...
烂赌，烂喝，my image was lik WTF spoiledddddddd...

once u 喝开 u keep ask come come come we drink cheers...pour for me haha..so happy nia.. tis kind of thgs never happen in sabah..all of her relatives visited her house so lot of ppl...and indirectly they thk i'm her BOY FRIEND lo..ppl pretty girl...i am ugly boy...imposibble lo...she is 鲜花 i am 牛粪..thn be her bf for 1 week lo...felt very proud of it...hahah...thn of cz gt some ang pao from her relative and also her mum

besides all of the visit house we also went to sing K lol..and i did create another image...Siao kia (crazy boy ) cz i dance and sing sumore very HIGH MOOD lagi..they all kena shocked especially her brother...haha..so paiseh lo... and i manage to meet some diploma frenzzzzzz...some of them is working some of them in other colleges..every 1 is fighting for their future..but happy to c them again besides old fren i get to know some new fren from pei see which is her secondary school mates..we hang out for dinner and took some pic.

in conclusion, tis is a totally different CNY tat i ever had...once again..thx to Tan family warm welcomed and i remember UNcle tan said “我们全家人都很欢迎你”。。